It’s strange to see something you find hard to believe, but when it’s not really there in the first place it takes things to a whole new level. Let me explain the situation… I have auditory hallucinations pretty much constantly, they are dampened down by taking Risperidone, but they are always there and I am …
Monthly Archive: July 2008
Hurt
I am not a self harmer. There you go I said it. I do however hurt myself in time of imense stress. Case in point two weeks ago I was sat at my desk at work and I had this overwhelming feeling of despair come over me. I sat there with tears filling my eyes …
Johnny Cash – Rusty Cage (THE Videoclip!)
Because I am anal about giving readers the whole experience I have found the video that goes with the Song Rusty Cage that I posted the lyrics for yesterday. It 2minutes 46 seconds and well worth the watch. I listed to the Soundgarden version as well but for some reason I prefer the Johnny Cash …
Rusty Cage
I designed this thinking about the Johnny Cash song Rusty Cage. The lyrics are kinda representative of where I am at the moment. Click the image to see it full size Rusty Cage as sung by Johnny Cash You wired me awake And hit me with a hand of broken nails You tied my lead …
Heavily Medicated
This how I feel most days about an hour after taking my morning meds. Most of the time I have too work with two hours of taking them and it can make things very interesting for the customers I deal with. I am off work at the moment. I just couldn’t handle the pressure of …
Welcome
Welcome to my new BP blog. I have another blog that I have touched on the subject, but that is too widely read by people I work with and I wanted some degree of seperation betwteen the two. That doesn’t mean I am going to hide behind a screen name or not post pictures but …
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My Other Blog – From The Keyboard of Paul
- Sunday Was A Write Off January 16, 2012At 8.56 Sunday morning someone allegedly in India using Yahoo Mobile accessed my account and sent out god knows how many Spam emails to everyone in my address book. Luckily I woke up about 40 minutes later and logged on to see an inbox full of returned email and friends alerting me to the fact […]Paul
- Playing With My Presents. December 25, 2011Merry Christmas to everyone. I hope that you have had a good day or at the very least a relaxing one. I spent it with family and it couldn’t have been better. I love seeing kids opening presents. The excitement in their eyes as each layer of wrapping paper comes off. The battles with the […]Paul
- Manifesto for 2012 December 21, 2011This year was one of change in the broadest sense of the word. Everything gradually changed, slowly for the most part, but change was inevitable. This past year saw us settle into a new town and get ourselves established. It hasn’t been easy, health scares have punctuated the whole family. Going into 2012 we are […]Paul
