I am slipping further down the rabbit hole. My name is not Alice but lonely Brit boy. I was once a rider on life’s great journey, now I am just a passenger on life’s steam roller. Rolling, plundering over grass and ground glass. There is no beauty in my eyes any more, I don’t seem [...]
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Sunday Sunday
February 21st, 2010
Here’s the dealio daddio. I have been up since 5.30am (that’s with taking Zopiclone at 1am). It’s now 18.45 and I haven’t slept yet. Feeling a bot weary with it all and just wondering why I decided to wash all the bed linen in one go. I am sure that brain fart was waiting to [...]
Scherwinnnnng
February 10th, 2010
Well I saw my doctor today and he wasn’t a great deal of help, but then again what can you really say when a 19 stone bloke comes into your office and tells you he’s having a problem with Rage. I guess you don’t piss him off for fear of him sitting on you. He [...]
Goals
February 8th, 2010
I wish I had a set of goals that I could look towards. Something to build my life up to. At the moment all I can manage is just to get up in the morning and keep my ass awake for the duration. I have started taking the Zopiclone at night to get me to [...]
Five To One
February 2nd, 2010
I swear I am not doing myself any favours. “Have some Doors to therapeutically chill you out.” So I choose the most angry song I can find. I must be a fucking masochist. Until Next Time…
Rage
February 2nd, 2010
It’s uncontrollable. It’s from the very pit of my soul. It’s a rage that is burning hard and heavy. I wish I could douse the flames and not feel this overwhelming anger towards everything. I am doing myself no favours. I am doing no one else any favours. It’s just an ever turning spinning on [...]
