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Five To One

February 2nd, 2010

I swear I am not doing myself any favours.
“Have some Doors to therapeutically chill you out.”
So I choose the most angry song I can find. I must be a fucking masochist.

Until Next Time…

Happy Nude Rear

January 2nd, 2010

So Christmas and New Years have come and gone and I made it through it. I spent my time watching loads of TV and not eating a great deal. My appetite for food has gone out of the window. I find myself going the whole day without anything to eat and still not being hungry [...]

Genetics

May 15th, 2009

I have a few websites that I read daily (actually I read some of them ten times a day, mostly news sites).
One of them is entertainment website Digital Spy. I read it mostly for it’s cult section and the forums can be fun at times. But Occasionally a strange article will catch my eye, in [...]

It’s time…

March 25th, 2009

I went to the doctors with Linda this morning. I had an ulterior motive, I wanted to get the results of my COPD test that I was forced to take a couple of weeks ago. COPD for this not in the know is the new fangeled way of saying Emphasyma. I was pissed when I [...]

Voices In My Head

February 22nd, 2009

I have a new toy. I have an iPod and it came at just the right time. My voices are attacking me full pelt this week. It’s been so hard to concentrate without music playing, my family think I have gone off them as I have been plugged into the bloody thing since Friday morning [...]

Getting Jiggy With Bipolar

February 1st, 2009

Yes folks it’s time to get jiggy… or at least talk about getting jiggy.
This isn’t as random as it sounds. I got a weekly email from Bipolar Connect this week just gone, and it’s main headline was  The Top Ten Ways To Support Your Bipolar Mate. I love lists like this they always make me [...]

A Low Weekend

January 19th, 2009

Friday and Saturday were really bad days for me. My mood swung so far down I didn’t think I would come out of it for a month. I felt like the whole world was against me and everything I did was wrong. I just sat at my computer or laid in bed not knowing what [...]

Kerry Katona Mental Health MTV Show

January 15th, 2009

As reported on Digital Spy, Kerry Katona is planning a show all show on MTV about her struggle with Bipolar disorder. It may just be me but I think this is gonna be car crash TV. It’s got all the possibilities of setting back the public perception of what it’s like to suffer with Bipolar. [...]

Gimmie Three Steps…

August 2nd, 2008

I have been off work now for close to three weeks and nothing seems to be  improving and that was bought even closer to home Thursday night.
I had a GP’s appointment on Friday morning to explore the possibility of either going back to work or extending my sick note for another period of time. I [...]

Hurt

July 26th, 2008

I am not a self harmer. There you go I said it. I do however hurt myself in time of imense stress. Case in point two weeks ago I was sat at my desk at work and I had this overwhelming feeling of despair come over me. I sat there with tears filling my eyes [...]