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Turn Turn Turn

Paul — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 23:05:08 +0000

It’s not been a good week for me. It’s been, for the most part pretty nondescript but right from Sunday morning it’s just gone further down hill. This week should have been a banner week for me. This week was the first chance I had to follow through on one of my New Years resolutions …

Getting Nuked

Paul — Tue, 20 Dec 2011 23:57:48 +0000

Yesterday was a first. When I saw my Consultant way back in the early Summer she mentioned that she would like to get a C.T. scan done to see if there were any “organic” reasons as to why I was hearing voices and having “pseudo” visual hallucinations. I agreed to this as I wanted to …

Hi

Paul — Tue, 21 Jun 2011 23:34:41 +0000

I have been sat at my computer for what seems like months (in fact it’s been five weeks or so.) I have sat here with my blog open and willing myself to write, hoping that something would come to me that would make sense outside of the crazy ramblings going on inside my head. It …

Celebrity

Paul — Wed, 27 Apr 2011 18:50:21 +0000

As I said in an earlier post I have had one or two posts in my mind for a while and seeing as I seem to be on a roll posting wise I thought I would take a little time to write one up and see if it floats or sinks to the bottom like …

Ever Evolving

Paul — Tue, 12 Apr 2011 21:30:55 +0000

I had another post that I started writing Saturday afternoon about this but I lost the impetus and it’s just lying languidly in my drafts folder… lets hope this one gets further along. Last Friday I had my first appointment with the new CMHT’s Consultant Psych. To say I was nervous about it is an …

A New Start

Paul — Sun, 13 Mar 2011 01:05:08 +0000

I had my first meeting with the new CMHT on the Monday just gone. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be, I am just glad that I had Mum and Linda there to back me up. I was feeling the effects from the previous nights Seroquel and being up early …

The Clouds

Paul — Sun, 06 Feb 2011 07:44:20 +0000

The clouds are moving fast outside. They seem to be racing faster than my mind is right now, which means they are going at a rate of knots. I have been up since 2am it’s now 7.30am. I woke up from the same nightmare I have been having for the past two weeks. I can’t …

Aimless, wandering

Paul — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 19:34:28 +0000

The good news is that my voices have settled down to a dull roar these past week or so. My iPod has been my constant companion ever since I got it. I have listed to the entire Hitch Hikers Guide Trilogy in five parts over the past ten days. Things got pretty bad for a …