Tag Archive: depression

Jan
19
2012

Turn Turn Turn

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It’s not been a good week for me. It’s been, for the most part pretty nondescript but right from Sunday morning it’s just gone further down hill. This week should have been a banner week for me. This week was the first chance I had to follow through on one of my New Years resolutions …

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Oct
18
2011

.. A Deal Was Made

I meant to post the outcome of the discussion my CPN had with my Psych last week, but.. well.. life got in the way.

Oct
11
2011

Let’s Make A Deal

So, I saw my CPN today. As always he was alright about seeing me. very welcoming to both Me and Linda. We sat and had a little chat about how everything is going in general and how Linda was feeling after having Pneumonia. Then we got down to the nitty gritty of what’s really been going …

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Oct
09
2011

Shadow Of My Former Self

The Shadow Knows...

Over the past year or so I have been losing weight naturally.. well I say naturally.. it’s partially chemically enhanced. About 2 years ago I was prescribed a new Diabetes drug. One of the “side effects” is that it helps promote weight loss. It does this by making you fuller quicker when you eat. Well …

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Apr
21
2011

Slow Times

I am getting to the point where I just don’t care anymore. It’s getting to hard to just carry on with the status quo. No I am not suicidal but I can see  my mood evolving just like my diagnosis. I have had a general ambivalence towards my health since my meeting with the Psych. …

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Mar
28
2011

Invisible Illness and Getting Caught

I was trawling through the disability blogs this morning. I usually have about 9 or 10 new posts from various sources to read. This morning was about normal except I found a blog I read a blog I didn’t have book marked or in my Google Reader. It was Benefit Scrounging Scum. This lady is …

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Mar
06
2011

Yet Another Night

I probably shouldn’t start writing this blog post at almost 11.30 at night, but seeing as I have opened up the WordPress admin page 5 times so far this evening it must mean that I subconsciously have something to say. So let’s find out where this screwy little brain of mine wants to go tonight …

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Feb
20
2011

Lazy Sunday Afternoon

Well it’s not really lazy.. but it is Sunday and It is the afternoon. I guess in a vague sort of way it could be classed as lazy as I don’t have anything to do and am just sat here staring blankly at the screen. I do have stuff I could do. I have work …

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Jan
24
2011

The Mind Revolts

After my whining about feeling empty and nothing, it turns out that my brain took this as a cue to royally screw me over. I woke up at 7.30 this morning to my mobile ringing. The first reaction was to hurl abuse down the phone but then I looked at who was calling at thought …

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Aug
26
2010

Post 99

This the magic 99th post on this blog. I have wittered on left, right and centre about my mental health and the state of the world (both equally fucked up I might add.) I don’t have anything earth shatteringly important to write. I am just waiting for the newly introduced and recently increased dose of …

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