June 17th, 2010
Here I am sat writing again at close to 3am because of my health. This time I have a killer cough that woke me up at 2am last night and it wasn’t until I took Night Nurse to ease the cough that I got any sleep. I’d take some more tonight but I have to [...]
March 26th, 2010
It’s nearly 3am and I should be asleep. Actually let me rephrase that… Normally I would be asleep, but tonight is different. Tonight I couldn’t take any sleeping pills because I have to be up before noon tomorrow which is something I haven’t managed in the past week whilst taking the pills. I have been [...]
March 19th, 2010
So it’s been a couple of weeks but nothing much has changed. I am still fluctuating between rage at the world and maddening depression. One day I want to rip some ones head off and piss down the throat of my victim, the next day I don’t want to get out of bed and function [...]
January 6th, 2010
Well we are 6 days into 2010 and it’s dilemma time already. For the past ten days or so I have been obsessing over stuff. It’s mostly Doctor Who, but there is other stuff to. I have spent about £100 on Doctor Who DVD’s and I want to spend more. It is taking some real [...]
November 10th, 2009
I meant to post all this last week but one thing led to another and I never got around to it. Monday I went for my 6monthly Diabetes check up. I had had the blood work done the week before so now it was time to man up and go get the bad news. Diabetes [...]
August 25th, 2009
It’s 3am and I have no desire to sleep. I haven’t drunk an inordinate amount of coffee today so I know that that isn’t the issue that I would usually put this state down to. Again I am finding things to much effort. I just sit and veg in front of the PC monitor all [...]
May 15th, 2009
It’s hard sometimes to keep yourself up and alive and active. Take today for example. I originally woke up at 7.30am and came down and had a smoke, and decided that I would go back to bed for a couple of hours just to get the rest of the drugs side effects out of my [...]
March 25th, 2009
I went to the doctors with Linda this morning. I had an ulterior motive, I wanted to get the results of my COPD test that I was forced to take a couple of weeks ago. COPD for this not in the know is the new fangeled way of saying Emphasyma. I was pissed when I [...]
February 1st, 2009
Yes folks it’s time to get jiggy… or at least talk about getting jiggy. This isn’t as random as it sounds. I got a weekly email from Bipolar Connect this week just gone, and it’s main headline was The Top Ten Ways To Support Your Bipolar Mate. I love lists like this they always make [...]
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