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Goals

February 8th, 2010

I wish I had a set of goals that I could look towards. Something to build my life up to. At the moment all I can manage is just to get up in the morning and keep my ass awake for the duration. I have started taking the Zopiclone at night to get me to [...]

Almost Missed That One.

January 7th, 2009

There I was sitting there thinking that I was forgetting something and the phone goes. It’s thhe secretary of my Pdoc:
“Can I speak to Paul please”
“Speaking” I croak (my voice has gone for some reason I had a three day bout of death warmed up and then after I am over the worst of it [...]

An Update

November 11th, 2008

I think i started writing this blog at a time when I wasn’t ready to write… but enough of that.
Since my last visit I have been pretty busy in a not very busy way. I a series of meetings with my employers and it was decided that they thought it would be a good idea [...]

Yes…No…Maybe?

July 28th, 2008

It’s strange to see something you find hard to believe, but when it’s not really there in the first place it takes things to a whole new level.
Let me explain the situation… I have auditory hallucinations pretty much constantly, they are dampened down by taking Risperidone, but they are always there and I am always [...]