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Breaking In A New Doctor

Paul — Sat, 08 Jan 2011 20:18:41 +0000

Yesterday we went and met our new GP for the first time. All three of us went en mass to see him, we booked three 10 minute slots with him and needless to say we were there over an hour. I bet he didn’t get home for his tea on time as by the time …

Another Day

Paul — Wed, 14 Jan 2009 22:41:19 +0000

Yep just another day in my life. Well not exactly JUST another day but it’s been pretty mundane. I have been freaking, as usual, about something way out of my control. This morning when the postman delivered our mail I was presented with the IB50 form from the Incapacity Benefit people. I knew that getting …

Finality

Paul — Mon, 15 Dec 2008 02:20:16 +0000

I have been thinking a lot about death over the past 70 hours or so. I know my mum is going to get out of the hospital in the next day or so but her being away has made me rethink what I would do if anything were to happen to her or Linda. I …

Sleep

Paul — Fri, 05 Dec 2008 00:03:58 +0000

I don’t know when it began and I don’t know how it began but I haven’t been sleeping at all well of late. I have been getting plenty of sleep just at the wrong times. I have been getting up at 10.30/11 o clock and feeling so wasted from my medication that I have been …

Looking up

Paul — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 20:37:01 +0000

Today was suprisingly uplifting day. We travelled back from Kent this morning and I made a concious choice not to take a Lorazapam this morning, just to see how far I could push myself without snapping. I had my extra pills with me so I could slip one in if things got too much. But …

Good days and bad days

Paul — Fri, 08 Aug 2008 19:06:23 +0000

I guess one could say that my mood and my mental state is improving. I have my good days and I have my bad days. Heck I can have a good hour and a bad hour. One thing that triggers a bad hour is the thought of having to go back to work. I just …