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Goals

Paul — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 00:01:40 +0000

I wish I had a set of goals that I could look towards. Something to build my life up to. At the moment all I can manage is just to get up in the morning and keep my ass awake for the duration. I have started taking the Zopiclone at night to get me to …

Feeling Like A Failure

Paul — Fri, 15 May 2009 01:12:05 +0000

It’s hard sometimes to keep yourself up and alive and active. Take today for example. I originally woke up at 7.30am and came down and had a smoke, and decided that I would go back to bed for a couple of hours just to get the rest of the drugs side effects out of my …

Aimless, wandering

Paul — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 19:34:28 +0000

The good news is that my voices have settled down to a dull roar these past week or so. My iPod has been my constant companion ever since I got it. I have listed to the entire Hitch Hikers Guide Trilogy in five parts over the past ten days. Things got pretty bad for a …

Down Down Deeper and Down

Paul — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 18:06:55 +0000

To start with, I am sorry for the Status Quo reference, it’s totally unlike me, I can assure you of that. I like em but I am not what you would call an obsessive fan. The basic fact of the matter is that I have been down for the best part of 10 days now …

Hurt

Paul — Sat, 26 Jul 2008 13:15:54 +0000

I am not a self harmer. There you go I said it. I do however hurt myself in time of imense stress. Case in point two weeks ago I was sat at my desk at work and I had this overwhelming feeling of despair come over me. I sat there with tears filling my eyes …

Johnny Cash – Rusty Cage (THE Videoclip!)

Paul — Fri, 25 Jul 2008 15:19:08 +0000

Because I am anal about giving readers the whole experience I have found the video that goes with the Song Rusty Cage that I posted the lyrics for yesterday. It 2minutes 46 seconds and well worth the watch. I listed to the Soundgarden version as well but for some reason I prefer the Johnny Cash …