This past Thursday I got the letter I had been waiting for from the local CMHT. Or at least I thought I had. On first glance it was all well and good they wanted me to phone up and make an appointment. Good thought, then I went back over the letter and read it properly …
Tag Archive: sleeplessness
Nov
11
2010
I Have Returned
Well, I am back from my holiday and things are getting back to their normal screwed up sameness. After two weeks of really good sleep (going to bed early and getting up at a reasonable time) I am back to waking up before 5 am and not being able to go back to sleep. This …
Apr
30
2010
Sleepless
It’s almost 3.30 in the morning. It’s now Friday. I haven’t slept since 1pm Thursday. Not a big deal you’d think but I have been off the Zopiclone since Monday night and I miss my little Orange friends. As you may recall this is a conscious decision to stop taking them for a while to …
Mar
26
2010
We Have No Bananas
It’s nearly 3am and I should be asleep. Actually let me rephrase that… Normally I would be asleep, but tonight is different. Tonight I couldn’t take any sleeping pills because I have to be up before noon tomorrow which is something I haven’t managed in the past week whilst taking the pills. I have been …
Sep
30
2009
Walking Through Mud
IT feels like that some times. I don’t feel particularly down tonight… a bit peeved that at ten to three in the morning I am not tired, Instead I am sat here typing this out and listening to the original concept album of Jesus Christ Superstar. It’s been a weird afternoon and evening. It started …
Sep
20
2009
Sigh….
I swear at some point I will keep a blog running for more than two posts a month. For a half arsed explanation as to my absence it’s down to several things. I have been plagued by insomnia the past few weeks. I can go a few days sleeping normally and then it’s a week …
Aug
05
2009
Lower.
It’s all a bunch of bullshit. It’s that plain and simple. I have been depressed now for 4 days and it seems to be getting worse. It started off my missing a dose of my medication and it kind of spiralled downwards from there. Going from restlessness to ambivalence to sleeping all the time to …
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