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Sleepless

April 30th, 2010

It’s almost 3.30 in the morning. It’s now Friday. I haven’t slept since 1pm Thursday. Not a big deal you’d think but I have been off the Zopiclone since Monday night and I miss my little Orange friends. As you may recall this is a conscious decision to stop taking them for a while to [...]

We Have No Bananas

March 26th, 2010

It’s nearly 3am and I should be asleep. Actually let me rephrase that… Normally I would be asleep, but tonight is different. Tonight I couldn’t take any sleeping pills because I have to be up before noon tomorrow which is something I haven’t managed in the past week whilst taking the pills. I have been [...]

Walking Through Mud

September 30th, 2009

IT feels like that some times. I don’t feel particularly down tonight… a bit peeved that at ten to three in the morning I am not tired, Instead I am sat here typing this out and listening to the original concept album of Jesus Christ Superstar. It’s been a weird afternoon and evening. It started [...]

Sigh….

September 20th, 2009

I swear at some point I will keep a blog running for more than two posts a month. For a half arsed explanation as to my absence it’s down to several things. I have been plagued by insomnia the past few weeks. I can go a few days sleeping normally and then it’s a week [...]

Lower.

August 5th, 2009

It’s all a bunch of bullshit. It’s that plain and simple. I have been depressed now for 4 days and it seems to be getting worse. It started off my missing a dose of my medication and it kind of spiralled downwards from there. Going from restlessness to ambivalence to sleeping all the time to [...]